Monday, June 20, 2005

It aint all that obvious

Yes if you be following kwok blog i'm back. Just revising for a test and then many things flick through my head. I was speaking to flat mate Michael before I started to revise, I notice that he seem to be really open with his thoughts and ask me advise like I was more wiser. I think through out this period in Leeds I haven't actually looked that deep into this person. Yes he did clinched his fist and wanted to beat me up. Bad action does that make you a bad person? I don’t think so. I watch a Chinese movie years ago, where this carer who looked after mentally disordered people, finds a way to communicate and actually understand them. At the end of this movie the person actually gets killed by one of his patient by accident when trying to calm him down. I'm not saying I’m that fantastic, I dare not but I do think sometimes when I speak to mike I know I’m speaking to someone that needs care. And sometimes his anger is a way of expressing himself, different but that's his way. I sometime treat people I love or close to me wrongs. Have you ever seen mount kwok erupt? If you have I apologize and congratulate you, because you have experienced A. kwok explosion B. You are close to me. Please don't go home and advocate me by punching the lights out of your loves one because you read this. I remember once I was less experience in life and someone I was speaking to then said they didn't have time to teach me. It really hurt at that moment, but maybe I was like Mike then seeking guidance.

To wrap this blog up or you might fall asleep,
Movie if you haven't seen "Pay it forward" it aint all about gain in life.
Song Kanye West "Family business"

Lil message to my sis
Thanks dina who called & text me today because Yorkshire was flooding, really nice love my sis.