You looking at me

It's been a while since i've updated the blog, i wrote something last time but it didn't seem apropriate so i took it off. Life i'm still trying to get along in this city. I spent last saturday going groccery shopping with my flatmate, which was nice. We bought tong yue, those round white balls. We had it twice so far, its really nice got some peanut taste in the middle. That evening amanda was invited to her friends bday down the road, she ask me to go. I was going to go with her, but afterwards that feeling of not knowing someone crept in, so i decided to give it a miss. I came home and ask my other flatmate to go clubbing. We decided to go a club that i went previously with mackie called fruit cupboard. We needed to get cash before, so we went to the light, which is like central leeds where most ppl hang out. At cash machine i was queuing and some English 30 year old started doing those ching chong remarks. I really wanted to beat him up, but he was in a group of 6 and i was just with my flatmate. So I stared directly to him, giving the most evil bruce lee look ever done by mankind. He look back, but didn't do nothing to me. I just wanted him to know, he offended my race. When i think of the bruce lee look, it has to go to tien he gives the look that you know he's serious. I think it keeps him out of fights cos of that look. At the club, we meet one of michael ex carer who gets us in for free. The club is really black oriented, Rnb night. Many of those act like gangster, but that just normal coming up from bbc lifestyle where many think there are the gangster. I eventually see 3 chinese ppl, which is cool. One guy sparky hair, with 2 chinese girls. The guy reminded me of aaron, because he dance well and was loving the attention. I wish they could meet and battle. After a while michael said lets try another club, we left there but couldn't get back into another club because of the length of queue. I heard someone say that if you dont look for it, it will come to you. I like what that person said. I sometime thing about how it would be when i come back, will i fit in and what view would people have of me. But then i realise that people accept you for who you are and if they are true friends they will be there.